All up in my feelings

feelings.
Are feelings bad?
Am I out of touch?

Out of touch...
             with myself
             with my feelings
             with reality
             with everything that make's me, me.

What do I do?
How do I get out of this?
Where did this feeling or thought come from?
Why is it affecting me so much?
Did I bring this upon myself?

I just feel like there is something missing from my life.

My birthday is coming up soon.

I'm turning 27 this year with nothing to show for it.

I know I have a lot of stuff going for me like I registered for school to be a web designer. I have two very fullfilling job that pays well. The Doctors pay pretty decently but I just hate for working for someone. Once, someone told me, "you can never fullfill your dream by working for someone elses."

This will also be my friend birthday being since and I think I'm sad about it. I am happy that I am single but I wish that there was someone out there like my ex David that could help me cuddle with me and tell me that everything will be okay.

Fridays Advice Column: People who feel sorry for themselves.

Hey guys! So today's topic is Sad people. It depresses me. Do you guys like it when people start hating themselves? It's extremely depressing.

Whenever I go on my Facebook there's always some depressing ass person who is trolling around saying stuff about they hate themselves, FML and that they are so disappointed with themselves. It really irks me when people do that. I mean, I do get that feeling some times but I'm trying to be positive in situations like that.

I'm sure that people are so caught up in their emotions and that's what makes them think that way, but here's what I think: If you are feeling that way, do something about it.

I'm sure that people could have said that they could've handled a situation differently and that's okay but people shouldn't beat themselves up over it.

If it's something as devastating as breaking up with someone then there's a little more lee-way for that. I don't think you should feel sorry for yourself. It just didn't work out, or you were cheated on or whatever your situation, it really just depends on how you deal with it.

So here's a thing for people, if your feeling down, listen to a song you like, or read something inspiring or go out and take a walk. Do something productive that will keep your mind off of it, and once your not so vulnerable and emotional you can think clearly and see what the problem is.

It's really hard to do that sometimes but people should really push through it. Cry and cry and cry but once you feel like you wanna get out of that take my advice and keep a positive outlook on life. Don't beat yourself over something that is either inevitable or just didn't work out.